Went for Vaunt yesterday.

It sucked, seriously.

First, there wasn't any proper organisation at all. People didnt know where to queue and all, and it was super congested. Omg, couldn't even breathe!

Me, Yuxuan and Ben were sick of the queue, so we just went ahead and cut the queue. Didn't care much about the ah lians behind us scolding us in darn colourful language. Haha. But everyone were super pissed, when the bouncers decide that NO EZ-LINKS WERE ALLOWED. WTF? From the looks of it, it was like almost more than half of the clubbers there did not bring the ICs, be it above 18 or underaged. The cops stink luh, set such retarded measures.

We were damn pissed lah. Met up with Zhi Hong, Clement and Hanlin to see what to do next. They had been queueing since 8pm and only Zhi Hong managed to get in cos he had his IC with him. The whole group of us went to try and talk to the bouncers, only to get stupid excuses and all. Tons of people who are already inside got through with an EZ-Link luh.

Cel told me she couldn't get us inside 'cos the bouncers were already warning her, and Eunice managed to just find one IC to pass around, which isnt enough at all.

Heck, in the end we decided to sell all our ticks at ridiculously low prices, but it seemed like the whole world was trying to get rid of their ticks too.

Cabbed home and reached at about 1 plus am.

It was really kinda lame.

Hello, everyone.

Omg, just returned from a mass overnight tonning at Ping Kan's house. It was a farewell bash for Alan. About twelve dudes, no adults, one house, one night, tons of pizza/beverages - you can do the math. (:

It was fun, to say the least.

The best part has to be definitely the staying up to watch movies.

Goodness, the movie marathon included slapstick like Austin Powers and Goldmember, lovey-dovey/airy/feel-good/whats-its-title-again Chinese shows and the psychotic, horror flick The Exorcist. -gasp-

The screams of me, Alan, Hongchao and Ping Kan certainly woke up quite a number of people, and maybe even neighbours. It felt frighteningly great.

At about 3am in the morning, some of us decided to take a dip in the pool. HAHAH. Got sorta busted though. It was then back to talk cocking and movie watching soon again.

Last night was crazily beautiful.

And oh oh, while I was at Westmall getting some stuffs, I felt someone tapping on my shoulder. I was pretty sure it was going to be one of them salespersons, but when I turned around, I saw Jennifer. HAHA. She was like running this blood donation drive thing along with a friend of Ron's whom I've seen around and many more. Gosh Jen kept persuading me to donate some blood but I still chickened out in the end. Haha.

June holidays YAY!

The long talk straightened my thoughts out.
I guess I should not put it aside, and try to get over it. It was a mishap. What lingered was the guilt. Maybe this is one of those hurdles we all have to conquer every once in a while.
Deep down, I always wished I had a proper big sister to be able to share my secrets with and just really rant and rave. She would give me advices and then try to help me solve my problems. However, I guessed this would remain as it is. Just a dream.
On a sidenote, Alan is leaving us for the music conservatory. I will miss you mann. Stay in contact yeah?
Once again, sorry.

Heyy all.

Hmm, have you ever heard of the Butterfly Effect?

"The flapping of a butterfly in Brazil can cause a tornado in Texas."

I heard of this theory quite long ago, and stumbled upon it recently again. Some people do believe that the minor air disturbances in the atmosphere caused by the flapping of a butterfly's wings alter the course of weather forever.

Science has it, but the same logic applies to us too.

Have you ever thought of the past? The oh so many "What-ifs" and the countless "If I had not...".

What if you could change your decisions? What would you change? The burning question is, do you even want to change? What would the repercussions, if any, be?

Alot of people are discontented with their lives - often rueing the mistakes and wrongs of yesterday, wasting away today and worrying about tomorrow. It is only human nature to want to strive for seamless perfection.
Then again, if the logic holds true, a small change can cause a gigantic upset.

We have two choices: to learn from our mistakes, or to erase our mistakes.

Do we really want to totally erase those memories?

Do we really want to change our life?

Will we really be happier for it?

These are questions which need to be answered.

hey everyone.
gosh my legs are sort of tired after walking around for practically the whole day doing ticket stuffs.

lessons were quite mundane as usual, and consortium assembly was ....

not much comments hahah.

mugged after school with justin and yuxuan before going home to take a shower. then hopped onto bus 67 to cck mrt to meet cel for the vaunt ticks. saw stanley tan on the bus and chatted for a while. had to keep awake.

got the ticks from celine and hung around for awhile, before heading for home.

there's an exam tomorrow.

got to go mug, see you guys!

Some food for thought.

(i)

1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.

2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.

3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest.

4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize.

5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winner for best actor andactress.

6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners.

(ii)

1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school.

2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time.

3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile.

4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special.

5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.

6. Name half a dozen heroes whose stories have inspired you.

Look. Which set of questions was easier for you to answer? It got to be (ii), aint it.

The truth is, we never really do remember the headliners of yesterday. Bear in mind, these people arent any second-rate achievers, but they are first-class in terms of talent and results.

BUT as time passes on, the applause deadens, the acolades and reputations tarnish, and awards are just buried with their owners.

Why was (ii) easier then?

In our lives, those that really made a difference or two, arent those that managed to make it to the cover page of Forbes or Times, and arent those that win Nobel Peace Prizes and Pulitzer awards.

Those that care are the ones that really mean something to us.

Take the first step today. Show appreciation to those that really made a difference in your lives, it can be your teacher, your parents or your best friend.

And oh,

"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.

Its already tomorrow in Australia."

hey, i'm back from chiangmai!

by golly, the trip turned out to be so much more fun than i thought it would be -

the food was fantabulously gastronomically whetting, the environment was breathtakingly refreshing and the people there were darn superr!

we trekked through mountains and jungles, and enjoyed rides on elephants and buffaloes.

we slept in rural villages of the tribal people and lived with them, not forgetting the cosy hotel we stayed in for three days and two nights!

oh, not forgetting some of us played rugby on a high altitude way above sea level with some villagers! the air there was real cooling and refreshing.

the night markets are really shoppers' haven, the whole lot of us shopped like crazy for stuffs like accesories, tees, footwear, foodstuff etc.etc.etc.!

all in all, it was a good experience, and loads of fun.

just watched the short film "15".

okay, okay. i know i am a bit slow hahah. but it isnt easy to find a copy though.

for those dont know already, it is a film about real life gangsterism on the streets of Singapore.

Its vivid and true in its depiction... watching it gives me this sense of surrealism.

the film especially reminds me of some people im close to...

i think their intentions may not always be negative, but most probably just the execution.

on a lighter note, tomorrow is the day of camp. ahh.

>>>those who want anything just tell me aight! i will try to get it.

okay, bye!!

heyy.

today's physics test was really screwed up. gnna fail like really shit already la): . oh well, at least i knew i did try...

bah. the dye dint really work all that well. i guess its the shade of brown black. it was fun though.

oh yes, tmrw is a holidayy yay!

Spring came early.

this world.

this is a world where tempers flare and voices blare. this is a world where stars shoot and meteors fall. this is a world where bitches shriek and besties stab. this is a world where people kill and murderers laugh. this is a world where babies cry and parents fret. this is a world where the garden's green and the alley's dark. this is a world where pants rip and shirts tear. this is a world where people fight and dogs bark.

and this is a world where the gun doesnt hear what the bullet has to say.

what a world.